i know its wrong and its a problem and i let it.

you said it'd be fine, and it was. to think that i doubted for a moment.

Amazing? Sensational; spectacular!




no you're not sorry. its coming back. you're not supposed to say things you don't mean. no don't come back please. its not supposed to end like this. you're not sorry. because you don't understand what you're sorry for and you never will because you're not the one that's feeling it. you're not sorry

its so cool.

you were the worst thing to happen to me, but in the end, you were the best thing.

i never felt so happy in my life before after you left. im free of troubles, free of the pain, free of everything. cause it's all been given away now. now stay that way. you're never coming back.

well, im coming to see your play tomorrow night.

it's all good

so close your eyes


its a brand new day

16th December, 2008

no, you're mistaken. you're wrong. you missed it. you dont understand. that's why.

its still wrong and its a problem.

maybe its just me. i cant relate to anyone. yeah, i still have friends. i just can't relate fully to them anymore. you know? they dont get it. i cant explain it to them. they wont see it. they wont understand.

i've been thinking about it a long time. ever since that person happened. why do i let it happen. why do let not do i thing. its just something i keep holding on to.

im always second place.

i hope you get it, cause nobody else will.


change?

yeah, big change.